The Broken Pocket Watch – Chapter Five

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We set out pretty early. The sun was no where to be seen. We stepped out of the shop, into the cold street. Dad locked the door behind us, the clanking noise echoing around us, carried by the harsh wind. Another house just down the street. The chimney was breathing, dark smoke flying away into the clear night sky. Besides us were two boxes, each had a clock in. Expensive heirlooms, that dad had fixed. I wonder if it was our family who built these clocks in the first place. It would make sense.

Dad places the keys in his pocket, mumbles to himself and picks up the smaller of the two boxes. He passes it to me, with a smile and picks up the other one. Without a word he starts to walk down the street, I follow.

The clicking and tapping of our feet is the only sound for quite a while. Neither one of us wants to wake any one up. We walk to the end of the street, and turn left. We walk along the line of the lamps, knowing we will be the last people to walk past them this morning. Soon enough the lamp-lighters will be out, extinguishing them. Then they will disappear until the evening. I’m not sure if it’s a lonely or adventurous job. It’s so repetitive, but being able to walk freely, with the fresh air, and knowing you’re doing something important. Maybe that’s what I want, nothing complicated.

I’ve never been this far away from my house before. The school is the closest I’ve ever been to the city. Everything looks the same though, small wooden houses lined upon dirt paths. If you didn’t know the area, it would be easy to get lost. The lamps were taller than some of the houses. We’re lucky to have two floors, even if one was just for the shop.

Soon enough we break away from the village. There is a small clearing before the wall, no buildings for about fifty metres, almost like a moat. But not a ditch filled with water, just nothing. I’ve never been this close to the wall. Cobblestone, uneven bricks, joined together, towering over me. It has stood here for centuries, stopping people from breaching the city. There are guards standing along the top, evenly spread out, looking over the village. I can just about make them out in the rising sun. Directly in front of us is a large wooden gate, split in the middle. We walk up to it, and dad knocks on the wood. A little slit opens up and reveals some eyes. He nods and closes it. There is movement behind the gate, shuffling and clanking and banging. And then it opens. Slowly. The weight of the door is evident. The wood creaks as it is pulled away from us.

Through the growing gap I can see the sun shining through, making everything on the other side glisten. Through the gap we join the light. There are a couple of guards, who are quick to close the gate once we are on their side. They replace a bar over hooks on each side of the gate, locking the world out.

“I’m here to deliver these clocks to the Fantson family, and Klivitil family. They will be expecting me.”

“I’m sure they will, Jim, just go on through.”

The guards don’t hold us any longer, the go back to their positions and we start walking away from them. The dirt path has turned into a smooth stone one. It’s completely smooth. In front of us, incredibly tall intricate buildings. Taller than anything I’ve ever seen before, and they are still quite a distance away. At the moment it’s just the path, with grass on either side, leading towards the maze of towers in front of us.

“That’s just the outside of the city,” my dad starts. “Inside it’s even more breathtaking. The towers are where people live. Beyond that is the shopping district, with the more rich houses beyond that.”

“I never dreamed it would look like this.”

“Nice, huh?”

“It’s weird. Completely different to where we live, to anything I’ve seen before.”

“There aren’t many places like ours left. Only the poorest of places remain like that, unable to catch up with the cities. I think they like it that way, we provide most of the food for them.”

We walk along, and finally get to the outskirts of the towers. The silence from outside the walls has followed us, but somehow seems more tranquil. The path leads between two of the towers, which leads to another block of towers with roads intersecting each one. These must have taken a generation or two to build. As we stand between them, I feel like they’re about to fall down on us, swallow us whole. They block out the sun.

We walk along street after street, in near enough silence, while I’m waiting for the towers to disappear. As amazing as they look from a distance, there is something off about being within them. Maybe you just get used to it.

Eventually they start to lower in height, and we reach a block that isn’t taken by a tower or a path, instead it’s just grass, trees and a pond in the middle.

“What is this?” I ask.

“A park. There are a few of them around the city. People come here after work, with children, at the weekends to relax and just enjoy things. I wish I could have taken you to one of them when you were younger, but I couldn’t. Sadly work took too much time.” I can see the distress in his face.

“It’s nice to see one now, even if I didn’t back then.”

“I’m glad you like it. Something about it, I don’t know what it is, but something, is just nice to be around.”

“I know what you mean.”

We move on from the park, taking a right, and move in between two buildings, still three or four stories high, but smaller than the towers we’d seen before. We walk past a few shops, I see one selling books.

“Is that where you buy me books from?” I ask, nodding towards it.

“Sometimes, there are quite a few around. We can have a look on the way back if you like?”

That sounds nice, but I don’t answer. We walk past a cafe, and while I was sure dad would point out the one that mum worked at, I still stop breathing for a second.

The first place we arrive at is a building bigger than the school. Enormous. A massive manor house inside it’s own walls. We are escorted from the front gate to the front door by one man, and then led through the grand entrance by another. Finally we meet the man we have walked so far to meet. In his private room, filled with more books any one person could read in a life time. All I want to do was drop the box and open one up. So many books, so many stories and adventures. I can’t focus on anything else.

“Ah, Jikwin, what a surprise. I wasn’t expecting you until tomorrow.” The man of the house, stated with a smile.

No one calls my dad Jikwin in the village, it’s always Jim. That’s the name he uses, but people from the city always use his birth name. That or our surname, Volund.

“It was finished early, and I was already in the city today with another visit, thought I’d drop this off today. This is my daughter, Nymia.”

I smile, not knowing what else to do.

“Nice to meet you, another clock maker in the family then. I suppose it’s good to hear the line will be continued. There isn’t a clockmaker anywhere close to your fathers skill around these parts. I hear that people come from the next city other to visit him. That no matter how old, he will fix and it will appear brand new.”

“No need to flatter me,” Dad says.

“I’m sure, she’s seen you fix it all, I suppose there is no need to tell her what she already knows.”

The two of them start talking about the clock. My dad puts the box he was holding down on the table and starts to unfold the cardboard lid, he lifts out the clock from inside and gives it to the man, whose name I have already forgotten, despite being told it several times over the last few days. He lifts it up, a simple clock. It would sit nicely on top of a shelf, A long panel with angel carvings on either side of the rather small clock face. My dad not only got the gears working again, but also retouched some of the paint from the delicate wooden carvings. No idea how old it is, but it does look brand new again. The man looks happy, and places it on top of the one of the tall bookshelves. I wish I could just get a little closer to the shelf and feel the books. I try and make out some of the titles from the spines, but they are either too faded or not there at all. These books must be older than any book I’ve touched before. Even if the school ones seem beyond ancient, these ones are older. I wonder how many generations have passed since these forgotten stories were gazed upon. The mysteries sat here, locked away from anyone who would want to read them.

Eventually we leave the house and end up back on the street. My dad takes away the box I was carrying.

“I’ll take that now, no need for you to hold it, if you don’t have to. The next place is just down the road. Not far.”

“Thanks.” I said, wanting to ask more, about the cafe, about mum. About the city. It’s so different from the village.

Everything somehow seemed brighter. Even though the houses were tall and bigger than most of the buildings from the village combined, it still felt fresher here. No beaten down mud tracks, with centuries of boot marks etched in the world around us. No dark colours, of just wood and dirt, repeated over and over again. Instead the bricks seem fresh and vibrant, smooth. My mind is made up, I wanted to live here. Away from the village. Maybe find some way to change things for everyone, even though I know that won’t be possible. It’s just so weird to think how close we are to such riches, and yet most of us will live our entire lives without being within sight of it.

I’m not stupid though, and it’s not going to be easy. But I can’t just live in the village for ever. There has to be more to it than just that. Mum went to university maybe she could have made something for herself, if she didn’t get married.

“Why did mum come back with you to the village, if she went to university?”

Dad almost seemed shocked at the question.

“Um, well, she wasn’t from our village, but one a little way off in the west. That’s where she was born and raised. And then through a scheme thing she got a place in the university. She went there, and got a job to keep herself afloat. That’s where we met, and then things moved so fast. Before we knew it, university was over, she moved in with me instead of going back to the village. And then we got married and had you. She was going to find a job in the city, she dreamed of showing you around, taking you to the places she visited during her university years. As you know she studied history, and wanted to teach it. She loved this place. I never really understood that. To me this will always be full of elitists. Something I’m proud we’re not part of. But she could see beyond that, beyond the living, and look at it with naivety and innocence. Probably the best way. It’s not the buildings that towered over us for generations, it’s the people inside them. Anyway, here we are. We’ll make this quick and then I’ll quickly show you the cafe. It’s not that far from here.”

To be continued….

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On to the Next One

Last Thursday I finished writing The Broken Pocket Watch. It took me just over a year to write it, and I was nearly late for work because I was so close and couldn’t leave it for Friday. I started writing while I was waiting for the disappointing Battleborn to install and load up. Can’t believe that was over a year ago.

Originally the story was meant to take place over a couple of decades, but ultimately ended up being just one Winter in Nymia’s life. The ending changed, right up until I wrote it. I woke up with one idea in mind, and something else came out as I typed. Most of the things I write end up differing from my original idea, but this takes the record for most changes.

The whole story is 21 chapters long, unless I change that in editing. I will publish chapter 5 here on Friday, and a day earlier on my Patreon. It feels weird being so far ahead of what I’m putting on here, especially since I want people to read the ending so much.

I’ve already started writing my next story, which is currently called 2467. It’s about a group of people from different times that are re-awoken in 2467. I’ve been working on the plot for  a few months and am really excited to actually start writing. It’s science fiction with a hint of horror. I’m only 500 words into it so far and there is a plan, to an extent. I don’t have an ending in mind. But it will come to me.

Last week I took a challenge from a friend. He told me I should try reading Ulysses since I have an English/Creative Writing degree, and like reading. So I decided to read it. I went out on payday and bought the hefty tome. Sat down and started it. I’ve read 40 pages, which is no big feat but it’s a start. I’m aiming to read about 10 pages a day because it feels like something which should be read slowly and focused, rather than rushed. It will take me about half a year at this rate. Maybe I will read more as I get into it, but either way I will finish it.

I’ve started watching Game of Thrones for the third time. This time I’ve finished the first season. The first time I stopped after episode one to read the book, which I didn’t finish because I highly underestimated the reading load at Uni. The second time, I couldn’t get into it. Probably still bitter about not finishing the book. I don’t even know where my copy is any more. I’m enjoying it a hell of a lot more this time, and feel ashamed of how long I’ve been missing out.

While writing this update I’ve been listening to Paramore’s new album for the first time. On track 8, Grudges, at the moment. Which is my favourite so far. I really liked the first single, Hard Times, but found the second one, Told You So, boring. It’s grown on me a little. The whole album seems underwhelming, especially when compared to their earlier albums. At least in my opinion. I’m sure it’ll grow on me. I didn’t think I’d ever like their self-titled album when I first heard it but now I love it.

Thanks for reading,

Ashley

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The Broken Pocket Watch – Chapter Four

The rest of the day continues as normal. After lunch people started to forget about what happened. A couple of people were talking about it, with hushed voices, when I walk into the next class, but after I sit down they stay quiet. Stuff like that happens all the time here. Not to me, but we all see it enough. I just try and stay out of it. I’ve got a plan. Try and get some qualifications and make it out of the hell hole. My dad can stay here if he wants, for whatever reason that is, but I’m not going to. I want to live in the city. Just to be able to have an actual house. Not just a wooden shack. That’s all I want out of life.

As the final lesson ends we all start the walk home. I say goodbye to a couple of people who I was sitting next to in my last lesson and walk out onto the street. The scattering rats all escaping from the cage of school. The sun is setting, leaving only the lamps to light the way home. Since it’s winter the lamp-lighters were out while I was still in school. I find them interesting. One of the only things not built out of wood, is the metal lampposts, dotted along the dirt paths. All the shacks look as if they are about to fall down, but the lamps stand strong. Beacons in the darkness. Most of the houses I walk past don’t have glass windows, just simple shutters to keep out the elements. We’re lucky in that respect. We have some luxuries. Not many people have a two story house, even if the bottom floor is mostly a shop.

Most of the other houses I’ve been in are pretty much just one room. Some of them have a stone wall with a fireplaces built into them, but not many. Most people just wrap up to stay warm in the winter. Can’t risk burning the whole place down. If it gets too cold then they will open up the town hall to people. The whole place is made from timber and stone. They don’t like doing that though. The people who work in the town hall live in the city. They like to tend to us like livestock. But they don’t want to leave us too cosy. My dad says they do just enough to keep a rebellion at bay.

I believe the people outside of the city are kept here because most of us work on farms or in the mines. No one really wants to do that, at least the people from the city don’t. They come and buy meat, milk and eggs from the farmers, but they are barely arriving before they leave. They keep us happy so we do that. There isn’t that many people in this slum of a village. Probably about two hundred, two fifty. I’ve never counted, but I know most of the faces. The houses as so close together it’s hard not to. We live on the outskirts, near the farms. The school is closer to the city wall. On clear days you can see the top of it blocking out the sun, even from our house. But not at this time. It’s too dark. You just know it’s there, with the lookouts watching us in the darkness. Even though they are watching for attackers it feels like they are watching us. I’m sure that’s why the lamps were ever put here was too light us up during the night.

It’s just part of life, though. We’ve all accepted it. There is a reason we were born outside the walls, and they don’t stop us from entering. I’ve never been myself though. I know the actual city isn’t straight inside the wall, that it is at least an hour walk away from the entrance. My dad goes there quite often, sometimes he comes back with books for me. He tells me he will take me there one day, but it probably won’t be for a while. He only goes there for business, and when he does that I have to wait at the shop. Just in case someone wants something while he’s gone. I write their name in a book, and try to tell them when to come back. If they leave the watch or clock with me then it’s even easier. Most of our customers come from the city, but occasionally some come from the village. Not many have the money to afford a clock, but some have ones that need repairing. Being able to tell the time is a luxury as far as most people are concerned. Dad fixes anything from the village for free

I open the front door to the shop, and let the wave of ticking thrash upon me. I wade through it to the counter where my dad is tinkering with the insides of something.

“So how was school,” he asks without moving from his concentrated pose.

The small candle next to him flickers. I hesitate hoping I didn’t extinguish it through opening the door to quickly. There is a street lamp just outside to light our shop. Joseph is the lamp-lighter for this area of the village. I see him quite a lot when I’m walking home from school. He has a lamp hanging from his arm, while holding a little stick that transfers the flame from his lamp to the posts. In his other arm he carries a ladder so he can climb the lamps. That’s something I would like to do. Be a lamp-lighter. Maybe that’s what I can do in the city. Not the most sophisticated job, but better than this. Joseph tells me that his lamp is lit from the fire at the Lamp-Lighter’s base. A fire that has roared for generations, without ever going out. I imagine that it sits in an ancient bowl, illuminating the whole cave. It has to be in a cave, doesn’t it?

“School was okay,” I say shaking the cave out of my head.

“Are you sure?”

“Yes.”

“Okay, just checking. You sounded a bit down. Anything happen?”

“Not really,” I state not wanting to tell him.

He finishes with the clock, turns it around and looks at the hands as they start to move once more.

“Look at that, another job finished. Just in time for my trip tomorrow. Double the work done than expected. Have you made a decision about seeing you Mum yet?”

He added the question so casually, as if this was a choice everyone makes.

“I haven’t really thought about it. I would like to see her, I can barely remember her, but it’s weird being able to. I had accepted that I would never be able to see her. As much as I want to jump at the chance, I’m not sure if it’s the right thing to do. I can’t just expect her to be there for me all the time now. I don’t want to mess up the life she actually has.”

“I understand. There is no pressure. No right or wrong answer. It’s just something you can do. I was just wondering if you would go.”

“I might, but how would I even find her?”

“With ease, I imagine. I can show you. She worked in the City while going to univeristy. That’s where I met her. After dropping off a clock that my dad had worked on, I took the tip from the man and decided to buy a drink before I went home. It just so happened to be the cafe that your mum worked at was the first one I saw. I walked in and sat down, not thinking anything of it. And then she came up to me, and looked at me with those gorgeous eyes. The pale blue still shocks me to this day, just thinking about it. I could take you into the city and show you where it is. The cafe’s still there. Same owner as well. Then when you go back you would know exactly where to go.”

It seems to good of an opportunity to miss. I really just don’t know what to do. I really want to see her in real life, but I want her to be a part of my life. This just somehow seems unnatural.

“When could you show me?” I ask, knowing it couldn’t cause any harm. That no decisions have been made.

“What about tomorrow. You’d be staying at the shop anyway, so if we closed for a few hours, what’s the harm?”

“But customers? You have a business to run.”

“I’m sure they’ll understand. Hell if it’s anyone from the city we would probably walk passed their carriage on the way.”

“Can I ask a question?” I ask. He says nothing, just looks at me. “Why don’t you move to the city. Most of your customers come from there. And I’m sure you could afford it. I know you say your place is here, but why?”

“We could have moved into the city generations ago, and neither one of us would of thought about this place. That’s not what I want. This place is real, it isn’t going to go away if we do. I spend the excess money helping the farms. I give a lot to them for new equipment. So they can afford the farm hands. It’s all there for a reason. I don’t expect anything in return from it. I just want to help people in any way I can.”

That makes sense, I suppose. I must sound selfish not thinking about that in the first place. My dad always tries to help people. He will fix people’s clocks for free, and every winter he helps out at the town hall with the feast, normally not eating anything himself.

“So I can come with you tomorrow then?”

“Of course. It’ll make a nice change to have company.”

I almost skip off, behind the counter and beyond the door to our actual house. It’s not even just being able to see mum that I’m excited about, but going to the city. It’s something I’ve always wanted to see for myself, and tomorrow morning I will finally be able to, I can’t hold back the squeals of excitement.

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New Schedule and Patreon

Hi,

I want to give a quick update on the blog and my new upcoming stories.

The Broken Pocket Watch is pretty much finished. I’m just over 48000 words into it, which is so close to the end it’s unreal. It’s taken about a year to write. I should finish it today, or tomorrow. Friday at the latest. My plan is to carry on publishing one chapter a week on here, every Friday. There will probably be a print version/ebook later in the year, but I think it’s more important just to get it out there. I’m reasonably happy with how it’s gone, even though the plot shares near enough nothing with the original plan.

Every Monday I’m going to write a random update post on here, it could be about what I’m reading, how writing is going, what I’m listening to or playing. It could be about absolutely anything. Whatever I wake up and feel like writing about. Next Monday should be about the Broken Pocket Watch, and the process of writing it.

And now for the big announcement. I’ve set up a Patreon page. Check it out HERE 

If you want, you can support me on there for as little as $1 a month. It’s completely optional, and new stories will still be on here regularly. But any money I earn through it will go towards paying an editor and hiring an artist for book covers. So feel free to share it and support me. Thank you.

All Patreons will also get the weekly chapters of The Broken Pocket Watch a day early on Thursdays as well as other rewards and exclusive stories.

The exclusive part on Patreon will be every Wednesday. I plan on publishing To The Other, chapter by chapter on Wednesdays. This will only be available to patrons. After I’ve published all of the To The Other chapters,  I will move onto The Fragmented Sequence Part Two – From Within. It’s been sitting on my laptop for too long and needs to be read. It will be exclusive to Patreon with a print/ebook version coming later.

If you feel like supporting me, I can’t thank you enough.

 

Thanks for reading,

Ashley

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The Broken Pocket Watch – Chapter Three

I spent the whole school day with my hand around my neck, just feeling the pocket watch. Knowing that no one else had one, wondering what I could do with this new power. If someone tried to cause a fight with me, not that they normally did, then I could fight them. I could stop time, throw in a few punches and then start it up again and see how they like it. It’s a thrilling thought, but I’m not going to start anything. No one has ever picked a fight with me before, why would they now. School is just a means to an end. We all have to do it, so just get on with it. Most people have already accepted their fate. They are never getting out of the slums, the city isn’t for them. It’s been like that for generations. I can’t think of one person who has moved out of the slums, and probably for the better, there is no real false hope then, even if they do promise it. From the first assembly in the first year, we’re told point blank that we can move to the city. Good education equals a good job, which equals a good life, a good partner, a good everything. There is no correlation between the two. It’s just something they tell us to keep us quiet. If we stay quiet and stick to the learning then it’s an easier day for everyone.

But we all know it doesn’t go down like that. No instead, when you get to my age we get separated. The troublemakers just go and sit in a classroom, doing near enough nothing, while the rest of us are actually taught something, in the small hope we might achieve the dream.

I don’t want to work in a mine, or a farm, or even as a servent to one of the city people. I want to be in control myself. Maybe I’ve bought into the lie more than I want to admit, but the possibility of being able to move into the city. It means no more clocks. No more cold winters, where the frozen wind, squeezes it way through the wooden houses, extinguishing any sort of comfort. I can walk out into the sunlight, and buy books. Walk through the park, do nothing except enjoy myself. Maybe I’ll find love, and everything will be okay. It’s all I can really hope for. It’s got to be better than making and fixing clocks for the rest of my life. Even though I’m sure it will break my dad’s heart. There just isn’t anything here for me. Other than him.

At lunch time I pick up an apple from the bowl and start eating it. There was a good harvest this week and a local farm gave the school a bunch of apples. Something most of us wouldn’t be able to afford otherwise. We mostly eat scraps at school. Essentially what the city gives to us in donations. It’s one of the only reasons most people force their children to attend. They are guaranteed one meal a day then.

It’s been so long since I’ve had a fresh apple. At home I mostly live off bread and cheese. Occasionally one of the city people will leave us food. Grapes are my favourite. They often leave a bunch of them, after dad has fixed something for them. I still cannot believe how many people travel so far to visit my dad’s shop. He could charge more, and move to the city, but he doesn’t. Instead he stays where he is. Claiming that’s his place. I wonder why he’s so determined to stay there. He could surely make a better life for himself. He can’t want to stay in the slums.

Someone joins me at my table, someone I barely speak to. Dain. He’s one of the kids from the disruptive group. I don’t have any classes with him, so I just ignore him. But today he’s chosen to sit near me. I normally sit by myself at lunch, finishing eating and then spend the rest of my time reading. I don’t really have time for friends, with working in the shop, and trying to get better grades. I have people I can talk to, sure. I’m never alone when it comes to group work. I get along with a lot of people, I just don’t spend time with them outside of class. That makes me sound like a complete dick, but I don’t mean to be. I’m just not around after school, or at the weekends to be involved in anything. When they all go hiking, or camping. I’m working. I’m not complaining, it’s just doesn’t take long for people to stop inviting you, and then you aren’t involved in conversations. And after a couple of years, that leads to this. Sitting by myself reading. I’m sure dad would tell me to make an effort, that I didn’t need to help out around the shop, but he needs it. Since mum died, he needs someone to manage stuff while he’s running errands, or fixing something. As slow as the business is, he needs some time to get away from it and do the other important things he has to do. Without a phone, he can’t call people in the city to tell them the repairs have been made. He spends the weekends travelling to the city and back, carrying their goods. He doesn’t even have a horse. I wonder where the money he makes from them go. They can afford the price, and there must be a reason why they come to him.

I try not to make eye contact with Dain, even though I know he’s looking straight at me. Couple of bites left til the core, and then I can start reading.

“What’s that round your neck?” He asks.

I hadn’t even realised my free hand was running the chain through its fingers. I’ve been doing it all day. I can’t help it.

“Nothing,” I say instinctively.

“There’s something, you’ve been playing with it all day. Other people told me. So what are you hiding?”

“Nothing for you to worry about, now how about you leave.”

“I don’t like the way you’re speaking to me.”

“I don’t like the way you’re looking at me.”

We sit there eyes locked. My mind flies back to my thoughts earlier, how easily I could win this fight. Even though I’ve never used the watch, I could still put him into his place without thinking about it. I tighten my grip on the chain, hoping it doesn’t come to that. My other hand fidgets with the apple. My eyes, darting around the room and back to Dain, making sure he hasn’t moved. Some other people have noticed he’s sitting with me, and have stopped talking to stare. The wind, sweeps and curves through the courtyard, pushing my hair. Heart beat racing. What am I going to do? It seems like nothing is going to happen, so I take another bite out of the apple, the crunch echoing in the air around me. I spot a teacher standing in the window, looking at me. He knows something is wrong. That something is about to happen, and yet he does nothing. I try catching his eye to try and get him to come out here, to calm everything down, but he either doesn’t see me, or doesn’t want to.

Dain hasn’t moved, he’s just stares at me. Not blinking, not making a sound. He thinks he has the upper hand, that he could beat me in a fight, and on any other day he could have done, but then on any other day it wouldn’t have come to this.

“So I’m only going to ask one more time and then I’m going to just take whatever you’re hiding,” Dain states.

I have nothing to say back. My moment of confidence has dwindled. If I tried to speak nothing but a gurgle would come out. He’s won the stare off. I don’t want to mumble and look weak. I’m not given the opportunity either. Grack, Dain’s best friend, grabs me from behind, I can tell it’s him, because he’s the only one would would willingly help Dain out. He grabs my arms, and pulls them back, leaving Dain to grab the pocketwatch from under my shirt.

“A watch. Is that it? It doesn’t even work. Why don’t you get your daddy to fix it for you. Stupid little bitch, why cause so much trouble just to hide a watch. I thought you had something worth looking at, but it’s just a watch. What’s the point. Can’t you just read the clock on the wall if you have to know the time.” Dain shouts, so everyone outside can hear.

I look back over to the window, the teachers gone. He’s probably on his way out here now. I try squirming, but that does nothing. Dain yanks on the chain, snapping against the back of my neck. I lurch forward, and he drops it in my lap. Laughing both of them walk off. I take a moment to focus myself and then quickly shove the watch deep into my bag, pulling out my book in the same movement.

I sink myself into the pages, ignoring everyone else around me. The world becomes silent, and all I can see is the black ink flowing in front of me. I turn from page to page, escaping the world. My heart calming over time. At first none of the words stuck. I was seeing them, but not reading. But after closing my eyes and slowly breathing, I focused. The words became real, taking me away from the school, and the shop, and life. For a moment nothing else mattered, just the story in front of me.

I finish a couple of chapters, and then look up. It’s been a while, surely lunch should be over by now. Everyone around me has frozen. Everyone stood still in place, no one moving from when I first picked up the book. I’d been trying so hard not to notice the outside world, I didn’t even see that I’d frozen it. I don’t remember doing it, or even trying to. It just kind of happened. Now I don’t know what to do exactly. Just think: Start. That doesn’t work. Move? The movement of the other people slowly racing to life? The watch. It’s still in the bag. Dad said I had to be holding it, for anything to work. Slowly I reach for the watch. For some reason I’m hesitating. There’s no reason I shouldn’t start time again, I’m okay now. I don’t need any more time to calm down. The situation is over, and yet I don’t want to see things animate. I want them static. Just for a little longer. I stand up and walk over to Dain. He’s walking away from me, back to where I was sitting.

I stoop down and lift Dain’s foot that’s still firmly on the ground. Hopefully this will make him fall when I do start time again, everyone will just think he’s tripped on something. It might get a few laughs. I just have to be silent. Don’t want him blaming me for it. I return to my seat and clasp the watch, still inside the bag. I close my eyes and think about the people around me moving.

A loud crash echoes in my ears, followed by a more silent moment than before. I turn and see that Dain’s fallen. Smacked his head of a table, blood sprouting out of his forehead. A lot of people start laughing, a couple even throw things at him. The clatter of the courtyard continues, as he stands back up and faces me.

“You pushed me,” he roars. “You all saw it.”

“You fell over,” someone shouts. “We all saw that. She hasn’t moved.”

I turn back to my book, trying to ignore the world around me. I hear Dain grunt loudly, and then another crash as he throws a chair.

“What’s going on out here?” The teacher from the window asks.

A blanket of silence is placed over all of us, as if I had stopped time again. The teacher is standing in the doorway to the school, looking at all of us, expectingly. I look around, not wanting to be the one who speaks.

“I saw you messing around from the window. I don’t want to start handing out detentions, so everyone can stop it. You’ve got five minutes left of lunch. Make the most of it, and get to class. No more messing around.”

I look quickly at Dain, he’s staring at me, breathing heavily through his nose. I turn back to my book, feeling quite happy. Not just with what happened to Dain, but the fact that I’ve read more than I thought I would have done today.

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